Before...
Hmm, after ensemble, heard that your mum injured her hand and fell sick.. duno if it was supposed to be told as u dint mention it to me.. anyway.. hmm, upon hearing that, i was like.. oh no.. then u must have alot of things to do, as you need to take care of your mum and that ur mum's condition seemed quite serious to me..Went to minds cafe with jy and all to celebrate sophia's birthday, though fun but duno why at the same time, several things came to my mind and was rather worried about some stuffs..
Will u skip meals as u take care of your mum and do your own stuffs till u forget to take your meals.. ? Do you need help? coz if u were to have driving lessons, what to do if your mum needs something.. and that she cant use her hands. blah blah blah...
I was thinking real hard, if i could help u in any way i can.. Even thought of travelling down to your place and meet u so that i can at least pass u something to eat coz im afraid that u might not take your meals regularly but then it seems that everything's fine and ya, was pondering if there is such a need for me to go to that extent.. for u will sure say aya dun nid la.. tsk duno why i think & worry so much also..* smack my head*
am seriously scared that i worry too much of the unnecessary & making the same mistake again in as if u duno how to take care of yourself.. Moreover, i think i cant do much, more of a hindrance; later create more trouble for u.. well also worried that u might not like it if i go down to your place too.
Thinking, still struggling with the should- i- should- i -nots.. want to help u...but then i also thought is it even necessary ? haha, stuggling in dilemma .. your holiday is so packed already, and u still need to take care of your mum..
So ! after much thinking.. set my mind that what's best now is to care at the right time and not to disturb you...
Yea should really do that.. ya so ur mum's going to be fine!! just need lots of rest.. really lucky that u're having holidays, at least have someone to take care of her.. erm... btw i duno how to address your mum too.. call her auntie like not very good..she's not that old.. call her mrs bey ?
Err..erm send my regards to your mum and ya.. say GET WELL SOON !!! to your mum..
* still duno what to call her * haha..
k last but not least.. take care sis ! and yea..can u cook for me too ??
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After the day...
at 12.45 am .. saw ur msg..looks like all my worries and thinkings on the above were unduly for ..
conclusion: i just think & worry too much, of the unnecesary.. *smack my head*
Feeling: good & bad..
Good --> everything's fine ! everything erase..
Bad --> tsk ! i think too far when its just sth simple.. kaoz! toot sia.. grr..haha.. so i find it rather silly when i read the above now
now no mre in dilemma le.. Oh well... nitez..
