Haiz.. feel like shit today.. maybe coz stressed with fyp and other things ba.. that made me exceeded my patience level ba.. i duno... and i think i cant cope it with it.. sooner or later , i might just throw my temper at some people.. which is the thing i dread most and most afraid of....usually when im angry or pissed off , i try to control it.. afterall can train my patience level.. and everything would be fine after a short while.. but today is a total different story..maybe coz all that its accumulated previous from other pple ba.. and .i tried to tolerate the whole day with alot alot of patience, but its quite hard for someone to bottle things inside and not lose the patience.. coz its very hard to keep everything inside.. and i cant let it out... simply because i dunwan to throw my temper on anyone.. just simply not worth me doing it... am afraid to say anything that might hurt people.. haiz
i aso wondering since when my patience level is that low.. but then.. haiz.. i duno ba.... i seem to be losing control of my patience and my temper.. and i duno why ... haiz..
Well actually, i dont even know isit necessary or the correct thing to tell u all this.. just a form of relieving stress ba.. have to let it out, if not im afraid i will burst.. whether u see this or not, i leave it to fate ba... if nvr see this, then nvm ba... hmm hope tmr will be a better day ba.. =) in case u read this, just want to say thank u for listening..
digital love;
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