U must have enjoyed ur day..
Tired...-yawnz-
People asked why cant i get to slp ? I answered, i duno. Maybe coz im stressed up or nervous ba.. all said not u taking also.. why so ganchiong.. ya indeed.. silly me.
Wow, till now everything is like a dream to me.. people say its difficult to pass @ ssdc but u actually pass at the first time ! Hmm Looking at the messages repeatedly,seriously thank u for telling me what u said in the smses. =) However, i duno why but feel something is missing - The level of Convincingness. Seriously speaking, sometimes when u tell me u're serious about something, i cant feel the sense of seriousness.. maybe today u over the moon le ba.. i failed to get ur seriousness this time round.. maybe coz u dun say this to me usually well not doubting about what u said, but maybe becoz to me, ur tone / the way u put it is not convincing enough ba, or maybe because i dint hear it or see it myself.. i duno. Maybe u can be more serious next time? haha.. its up to u ... its just telling u how i feel afterall.
Behind the smiles...
After u left, while waiting alone, i was thinking about something which i dint tell u. Few days ago, my sec teacher asked if i want to take part in a art competition... im supposed to paint. Wanted to ask u if i should go for it, as painting is not my forte and i havent drawn for a long time already, let alone paint.I wondered what wld u do if i told u ..hmm, maybe u wld have encouraged me to go and i might felt rencouraged and go for it.. but Chose not to do so as i guess u bz and also focusing on ur driving... i m indeed joyful over ur success, however at one corner in me, having a internal tug of war.. struggling to go or not to.. nt confident of painting and producing something to win.. hmm... after much struggling, finally derived at a decision and told my teacher, sorry i cant join.. -sigh- my heart just cracked =(
Haiz... really felt quite sad huh .. opportunities dun come easy but then, its my own decision... there's no one to blame.. nvm wait for next time ba..hard to juggle time too.. haiz..
ok haven officially congratulate u .. so congrats !! how many parking coupons u need tell me ba haha.. i'll get it !
AND........ U OWE ME WESTIN STAMFORD AND FREE CAR RIDES.... zoom~~
heard from yijun u drove him around today.. -jealous- wah.. so when u driving me arnd ? haiya.. i dun think u would drive me haha.. tell me not on the way.. blah blah... bo xim la u .. HAIZ !! haha.. if its me ar.. no matter how far i also drive u there ... tsk tsk...
8 sth read meh.. no eh... 11 le still haven read eh.... haiz... -shakes head-
my own comment :
sorry for bugging u to read again.... very sorry to demand .. guess u r tired too... nvm ba.. patience... patience patience... but can i request something.. if u nt reading , just tell me no u're nt going to read.. its ok..and dun ' put me aeroplane .. often makes me dissappointed.. thanks =)
hope u dun feel offended. but it makes me feel better this way at least i wont gong gong n wait...
