Dear sis,
there are endless words i want to say... blog, letters, smses.. different ways of me telling u things.. time is really running short.. tick tock tick tock... days seem to pass so fast nowadays.. so fast that i dont wish 25th to come so fast...
i so dunwan u to go la.. how come u will go monash.. i got ask myself, how come i dint go for monash.. haiz.. when u told me u will feel lonely over there, im like haiz... i am really very sad.. till the extent that sometimes i think of it, tears well up...cant imagine on sat how i might be when i see u walk into the gate...
how i wish i got time to sit down n chat with u ... i so regret when i actually had the opportunity to do so on mon when we sat down at the beach there... i want to tell u .. sis, actually i cant bear to let u go.. thinking back of the fun memories that we had.. but then when i see u, i toked about nothing but nonsense.. wad i like u for very long all that.... there are laughters, but actually that wasnt what i wanted to say on mon...
If i have the chance to go back to mon, i would definitely be more serious, cherishing every moment possible.. coz i always cant speak the words in my heart, maybe words can make me express myself better. There are so many things i want to tell u , so many cant -bears, as each day pass by, my heart felt heavier, sadness came flooding in bit by bit, there are too many words to say, the feelings i felt in me, are u aware ?
Usually hugs between friends are short(have u seen friends that hug for so long? ) but then how i wish for me, hugs can be very long.. n time can stop... so that i can share the longest moment with u...
is goodbye the only way for destiny ? Tell me no...
digital love;
7:17 PM
