Hmm.. received NTU's letter ... but its rejection letter..
ok, i sort of expected it, hence when my dad told me, i wasnt that sad.. but then as i tot it was so, surprisingly i found myself quite sad at one moment.. at one small corner of my heart i feel the pain ba.. shrugs... i aso duno what im feeling.. on the whole i dont feel v sad, but then, i do feel sad.. ok i noe its contradicting..
Maybe, my depressed period is too long le.. that i dunwan to feel depressed anymore.. 1 mth is way too long for me, more than enough... ok now.. lets see what nus and other unis say..
should go cycling again i guess.. ..
digital love;
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