I've got 2 questions.
I wonder how humans can work for so long
and not work for so long
its the 2nd day of non working days.. i seemed to have alot of things in mind i want to do / settle but then it seemed like i have no time to complete all of them.. irony hor. I have alot of time since im not working but i claim i dont have enough time. There are somethings i have been wanting to do...
1. watch movie alone on weekdays.
(This is going to be cool.. but i have no chance as yet)
2. go suntan at sentosa alone
( haha.. this is a weird thing but i guess it wld be good too)
3. go back rp library n sit there to revise since the lib is so big and nice
4. go have my basic theory again
5. settle all the things needed for overseas studies.
(settle deposit, medical checkup,accomodation etc)
6. try to sell off my Compaq PC so that i can get extra $
They are all the things i want to do, and if better can complete them so that i can put my mind at ease if not they will always be dangling in my mind left uncompleted. But then when im on the journey back home, i was thinking .. how long can i rest. 2 weeks ? 1 mth ? then i realise i cant rest that long.. as no one can pay my hp bills, transport fee.. etc for me..and i dunwan to take $ from parents although i wish to at times haha.. boohoo.. sianz.. really sianz.. especially when u are gg overseas, worst.. save here n there for the things like medical checkup, clothing, accommodation, stationery.. Argh.. i save until quite xinku and tired but cant complain haiz.. so i guess i have to find another job again soon which also means cant rest le until like duno when..
I started working 6 days after last day in rp. Non stop till now.. finally can rest awhile.
When i tell people " i work till tired le , coz working itself is very tiring.
People say " u work a few months tired le, then next time how ? "
im like argh .. stop telling me all this!! Of coz i have thought of that, im not that sense-less. But then when people have rested for so long like months before they start on their first job, im already halfway finishing my job. So when they have had enough rest, i havent lor... sigh.
I wonder right, how can people survive so long for not working like months... i mean how they fork out the $ to pay for their bills, $ spent when going out, and blah blah.. can someone teach me that..
and the thought that i have to put alot of $ aside for air tickets, medical checkups, maybe laptop, winter clothings, and those other necessities just makes me very sian. How i wish at times i can dont save for all these..and i cant buy alot of things la.. boooooooo..
seriously, why work so hard when u can be a student ? I mean if u love working so much or if i want to work, there is like many years down the road for me to work and slog la.. when i can be a student, why dont enjoy the life of it while i still can ? and i dont think working adults love working lor, how they wish they can go back to school, thats what my colleagues told me..
so why some dont understand my point ? grrr..
so do u understand why i asked the 2 qns on top ?
sickening.
I wish i can complete my to-do list..
and my dad is tempting me to have supper..
and good, im hungry. wonderful.
but its 11.55pm !! how to eat..
