Some of the things you told me during RP, i still remember vividly.
However at that time; i dint know the rationale as to why u did things in the way u chose to do it. i cant understand why u do certain things that way.
e.g. not replying messages at times.
that time , i only have the thinking > its only a sms, how long wld it take to reply ?
i dont understand but only told myself to trust & be understanding because u're my sis.
However, i must tell you i think i've understood why u chose to do certain things in certain ways, simply becoz im partly adopting the way u did/ do things now.It has been a habit. i dun reply messages all the time, which is why i think i know why u dont reply messages at times. I understand what u meant by lazy to reply, etc. Wells, it might be of different reasons/ rationales, but the important thing is, some of the things/ advices you've told me, even those that i dint understood at that point of time, i understood them now, though it takes me a year plus to do that. :)))
if you dont understand what i wrote above, nvm.
i just want to say thank you.
becoz of you, even when im lost, im guided somehow,
i just have a undescribable feeling.
maybe the feeling of enlightenment. Kai Qiao we say.
HAHAs.
digital love;
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