A couple thousand of words.
"One day, Peter and John went for a game. A game whereby 2 persons tie their legs together and walk towards the point. The fastest team wins. Peter wanted to win the game badly, so he tot of moving as fast as they could. But John thinks it would be better if they are moving in a steadfast manner, careful yet quick. Both wanted to win but they walked in a different paces; they thus kept falling down and in the end, they were the last to finish the game"
You must be wondering why i tell you the above story. The meaning behind is..
There's no route that no one has travelled, the only difference is the people move on at different paces.
Ahem, i have alot in mind that i want to blog about. But they are all tangled up so i dont know why i dont know how to say it out. It might be in bits n pieces. so bear with me. I feel we are travelling at different paces. It may be different all along, but the speed is getting more different.
I just seemed not being able to catch up with you le.
Sometimes i tot i should try "walking faster" to match up "your pace"
when we go quiet, i tot it might be better if i take the initiative to go and tok, or make some lame jokes or even crap around, this is why i said that very lame joke at taka. In the end.. you dint get it and found it damn cold n weird. Chinese saying " nong qiao fan zhuo" . Looking at your expression, I knew i dint get the effect, and maybe worsened it.I actually felt childish saying that. Then i thought, maybe i should "slow down and not try too hard to catch up" Maybe i should just keep quiet and wait for you to approach me. Maybe that would be better.
I fathomed it's most probably coz we have nth much to tok about ba haha..
im hesitant on how to approach you at the right time.
Its just... surprising that even till now im still like that. Why ?
Many a times your reaction(s) makes the decision for me to pull back or move on. So basically i dun actually know what to do.
Can you tell me what to do ?As i am being open to you, im taking a risk, thus pray and wish i did the right thing and positive things come, not the negative.
Wells.. Its december le, so fast.. u've been working for like 2 weeks i suppose, and guess u noe how tiring it is le ba.. thats why i really hate to work, esp when u have to work on a saturday; its even worse. And yes, thinking of it, wed is coming soon and it marks the official end of my work, period that is. But Im still happy :))) And this work always make me end up with paper cuts, u know paper cuts are more painful.. Ouch!
Anyways.Its the first time i saw you in mini skirts and heels. I just want to say its very nice.
Really.. not in any sense of sarcasm or what. Im just saying sincerely its nice. :))))
Goodnites, Goodbyes.
